Friday, 21 August 2009

Hitting a brick wall

Hello

Last few weeks have been a real struggle. I just have not been able to get back into it since I did the 20 miles. It is so frustrating and i am starting to dread Sep 27 now.

I think the problem is that i have not been well, which means I have been unable to train which has completely thrown me. For me to do this now I have to be 100% focused on it. Not that I haven't been, but i do enjoy a a few beers if you know what i mean.

I'm applying for jobs jobs jobs all day and things have been a tad stressful so maybe that's the reason why. Either way, I gotta get on this now.

I have cancelled all social events. Not going to the green man festival and not meeting anyone for a drink until i get back in October.

I'm swimming every morning now so hopefully that will boost energy levels.

I'm doing 20 again on Sunday so that will be the test for me. If I can do 20 again then I can do the 26.2. I couldn't give a shit about the time anymore. I just need to finish it.

arggggggghhhhhhhhh


Rhaid mynd nawr

hwyl

Geraint H JOHN

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